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Shopping shopping!

vcherryblossom — Sun, 18 Apr 2010 18:29:15 +0000

Today I went shopping at city centre, alone. What a wonderful feeling!! WOHOOO! I bought alot actually . I spent almost 70pounds. I dont know, I just want to release my stress after struggling writting 4000words essay of globalization. 5 days – I felt my life was complete dark and dull. I ate a lot which means my weight probably slightly increase. I didnt sleep til morning for 2 nights=,= But then on Sunday morning, I was able to finish up my essay at 6.30AM. Then at 7AM I slept and woke upat 11.45AM. Although I felt a bit dizzy , I was really HAPPY and RELIEF cos I was able to finish it in time. Thank God.

Today at around 1pm I went to city centre. I decided to buy a very small thing like -Post-It Stick Note, Toilet paper , and also face moistureiser. The opoosite thing happened tho. In the end I shop shop shop, really like its already in the end of the month! Oh Myyy. But hm I really love to shop. Nothing can prevent me to buy something except im out of money. Hehe. Body shop, you really make my day <3

P.s: No more spending!

Give me strength

vcherryblossom — Wed, 31 Mar 2010 17:25:47 +0000

Hi all Im now listening to Justin Bieber song- Never Let You Go. It was an awesome song. He was young ,probably 14-15 maybe? but he really got talent . Love his voice. Today was such a relaxing day for me. Im supposed to do some research for my dissertation project. Will start struggling after I came back from Leicester and Nottingham . I suddenly missed my family..I miss my sisters, brothers , mum and babah. I missed my cousins and grandpa. I knew it hard for them to accept that our lovely grandpa …need operation because they found out that he got cancer. It hard for me too. I cry for 2 nights. I pretend that Im happy and try to do something that prevent me think to much about it. I love my nene, he was the best grandpa of all. He care and help our family, alot. He willing to sacrifice, anything and everything to make sure his family live comfortably ..God know what he felt..all the thing he did to us , I want to give him a comfortable life double as he gave to us. I hope I can make him happy, all through his life…I really want too…

I dont talk too much about it. I dont want anyone to worry about me…..

Study Aims

vcherryblossom — Tue, 30 Mar 2010 01:30:14 +0000

Hi there, life have been so hectic for me. I do a lots of activities which I myself cannot listed it in my other blog. It’s kinda weird now because I have many to say but when it came to posting i kinda lack of ideas. I wonder why.. Anyways, there’s something bother me, this ‘something’ are really hard to solve and difficult to express . I never intend to do it but .. it is hard to make thing straight again. I dont know..maybe im not brave enough or i just dont want our friendship broke just because of me. Im selfish right? I dont know what to do..I dont know what to say..Im just worried they wont accept it .. Why im always worried about what people said or judge me?

Recently I watched a television Drama series- ‘The Hills’ . The main actress is Lauren. I think the character was so cool because she seems so relax, even in a very depress situation. Why we cant be that way? Seriously. I have done watching ‘How I Met Your Mother Season 5′ I guess. I missed Barney in the movie. lol. I hope I can continue to watch it in Brunei. My main aimed to watch it was just because I need to improve my english. You know,it was so embarassed when I try to teach my sister to do composition(MSN online). She criticised my grammar. Oh my. What am I supposed to do? o_o Im a future history teacher and Im in a second year already! Im supposed to ‘conquer’ and master in English Language! Im supposed to pro in Grammar and everything..Well, even not pro but at least I’ve idea what it is all about. I think I must change my strategy now. I need to love english and grammar. Put my whole heart to it, so that I can work hard on it. Nothing can improve if I didnt changed myself and my altitude. By watching English series, I hope it can help me a bit

The other thing was…’Friend supposed to judge with honesty not just make comment whenever and whereever you want’. This is just my point of view. I know…we must accept other criticisim with open minded or heart, whatsoever, but if it too harsh will you be patient and just smile, pretend that you’re not hurt? For me pretending ’you dont mind’ stuff is good but how long can we can stand for it? Is it until the volcano erupted and suddenly explode without any warning? That , really, will ruined everything! So..for now..just look and see how long I can stand for it ..Actually, what kind of crap i am talking about here? Haha. Now it is 2:29AM, im supposed to read my Vietnamese Research , instead I ended up here, blogging something about nothing. lol.

See you again,

xxCheery

The Random thought

vcherryblossom — Sat, 20 Feb 2010 12:49:36 +0000

Hi all, now it is 12:33PM. I just ate my lunch – Friend Rice with Chicken Minced Well , there were many events happened in the past four weeks. The good thing was I only have class on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday which mean I’ve 4 days off . I have time to prepare my next lecture though.

Talking about life -again. From the previous weeks, I learned a lesson . I dont want to talk about it actually but as a grown up mature lady(weseh) I need to face it with open heart. I accept it , well as my life lesson, forever. The thing came to my mind is – why they need to find a perfect friend? why they couldn’t accept other weakenesess? I know Im not perfect either but at least I knew how to respect other even in the point I felt really annoyed with him/her. RESPECT, is essential I can say especially for people who gave a lot of sacrificed , people who older than us..why they did not think about this? I have no right to criticise them right now because I dont want to involve in their ‘problem’..Last year, I consider them as my close friend and honestly, I adore their close relationship with each other. After knowing everything was a FAKES and full of LIES, I cant barely trust them again. Frankly, I will still accept them to be my friend(you know..everyone did make mistakes right?) but ..trust as I said before will not be 100% and every move that I am taken , if i was with them..will be completely AWKWARD. I cant says Im truely honest, yes Im not that sincere…at least I love my friends. I respect my seniors and regard them as my inspiration to study. What else I could think ? What else do I need? I only look foward to study- achieve my goal- improve myself to the next level

Cheery.

New Chapter Of Life

vcherryblossom — Tue, 02 Feb 2010 22:19:09 +0000

Hi everyone I’ve start my semester. Valentine day will come…well, I miss new year more than I felt upset about Valentine day. Well , frankly not really. Hehe. I would like to …date with someone but Im too shy and I guess I would not be able to find a date for Valentine Day. I believe, I would find one ..One day

I have been watching Glee in past few weeks. It’s really great movie actually. My english also improving day by day i can say. lol. What else..Oh yes, recently im on my diet. hehe. I succeed for two days but im not sure ..is it consider i fail with my mission if I ate 6 slice of bread per day?hm I should ate oranges + banana more >,<

Study was so far ..great. International Relation course..oh my, i really have no idea about it..Okay. I knew I cant go back now. I would just have to fighting for it Azaaa!

Alright, that’s it for now. Have a nice day all.

-Vcheery Blossom

Friends

vcherryblossom — Sat, 23 Jan 2010 02:40:33 +0000

What should we defined about friend? A friend for me was the one who help me lot , always be with me in any situation that encounter me. A friend that trust me and sincerely helping me in any difficulties withput expecting me to give back her/his kindness. Sometimes I just dont know how to express it . Back from London – I did learn a lots about myself. I tried hard to understand every single event that happened during the days. I guess my cousin was right, I already know how to encounter this kind of people.

Well, honestly I did have a great time there but something unlucky encounter me. Well, let me tell this straight. I lost my wallet on my way to Trafalgar Square. I have no idea how I lost it. I dont want to admit it at first, yes. it’s being stolen ..bless him. You see, Im not kind of girl that like to make a big fuse out of nothing. Even Im in a very desperate mood, I tried to control myself and think a bright way of it. Yeah I lost it. I did cried but when I think about it again..I just lost 5pound , my debit card(which the bank had blocked it immediately after I report to them), my lovely Bodyshop membercard, railway card(I just renewed it last month), and my scholarship Brunei Card(I’ve already renewed it last few days when I was in London). Well , basically, I lost nothing but physically, the event meant a lot to me. The thing is..I admit that Im a careless & my mum often remind me if I forgot about something. My friends always advice me to be more aware of everything around me. It hurt me alot I can say. Well, another lesson for me. They often said that life without difficulties will not make you mature. Here I am. I have to be strong and accept all this with open heart.

To be cont.

My Study Week

vcherryblossom — Sat, 02 Jan 2010 03:40:08 +0000

Dear VcherryBlossom’s blog, recently im doing my assignments and I felt great! I know they gona miss me.I deactivate my Facebook for awhile. If in total I wasted almost 3 hrs FACE-book-ing! hehe. anyway, it’s new year already. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! My wishes for you, Great start for Jan, Love for Feb, Peace for march, No worries for April, Fun for May, Joy for June to Nov, Happiness for Dec, Have a lucky and wonderful 2010!

Hugs,

Cheery;)

December Remember :)

vcherryblossom — Sun, 27 Dec 2009 21:53:59 +0000

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
“You’ll never reach it”

Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I’m not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

‘Cause there’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody’s gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It’s all about, it’s all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

December 2009 would be my wonderful memory ever Even I have a lil awkward moment but then I wil always keep it in my heart. They says , if it is your, it will come to you but if it’s doesnt , than let it be. Let it go . Now my focus is to continue doing my assingments. I need to be succeed, I hv to achieve high grade because…..my family needs me. I am here, not for enjoyment or what-so-call winter love..Only God knows what i felt inside. Only Him knows that I fell in love with someone, for the first time in the UK. I tried hard to pretend that I am not but i realised that the more i resist the more I miss our moment. It’s not easy to forget but for a girl like me, Im surely can…He’s not the one for me, i deserve to find someone better than him. Someone who appreciate me more than anything else….

Anyway! I dont wana talk much about my feeling. The Climb song wil always remind me the wonderful Christmas Moment im here

Love,

VCherryBloosom

Turn Into New Leaf

vcherryblossom — Thu, 05 Nov 2009 19:23:36 +0000

Hi everyone .Im feeling great now:) WHY?(It must be follow by this question :p) Because…my cheque book aready arrived today! Ho.Ho. What a relief! Thank God. Thanks to my dear friend who support me alot during my ‘worst’ ‘bad’ ‘depress’ time. AND today was also great! As i mention you on previous post,i wil join the National Custome Parade. After our parade show, we took alot of pictures with international student who were also wear their traditional cloths. They are pretty and ofcourse unique in their own way. After all im happy today and the main reason also because…i got free ticket for trip to liverpool this sunday. i dnt have to pay for the trip . ehe. I can save my 12.50pound with just a simple performance – waving , smilling and showing our cloths infront other university ‘s students :p It’s not that hard.

Dear all, what happened to me during last few days did hv great impaction on my altitude. Maybe i cant show it but i can felt it now. I felt that i was more confident to be with people surround me..they are my ‘family’ like i said before.. I trust & love kamu Hee.

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I realised that I have got 2 new interests now – I love photography & I love fashion more than i love korean movie(what?! lol. i should not compare fashion with korea movie, i dnt hv any other idea lo =.=) okay never mind. Photography, my inspiration came from a guy , a brilliant guy who was really good in taking pictures with his great models. He was a Bruneian , an average typical student but was very clever in interpreting things ,words &stuffs in his own way. I always read his blog ..[Im NOT a stalker tho! ] Im just thinking that his English is really good. I felt that i could improved a bit in a much informal way if i read informal post but informative like he did. Make sense right? Im just admiring him as a good photographer & it seems that he was really good in debating some argument , much of it only was regarding on his own point of views

Anways! Where i am just now..ah , about my interests. This is my part-time dream – To be a photographer & fashionable. I like Korea Fashion & i hope i can buy a cool Nikon Digital SLR Camera u_u *wish*

I just realised that Im good in taking picture & I have sense which view that makes a photo look more cool and nice :p

“I would like to be fashionable because I want it!! Maybe I was being influence by Korean Movie. lol”, Cheery. I think I should be , because, im in UK, I supposed to be fashionable & my cloths-style must changed with the modern flow. Haha :p

Okay guys, Im out now. Wanna hv fresh shower now

Love,
Cheery.

“We Are Family”

vcherryblossom — Wed, 04 Nov 2009 23:35:44 +0000

Dear all. “We are family..” 3 words from a friend that willing and understand me. Im thankful to her because of everything We rely on each other here & it makes me felt that there’s always someone…stay beside me whenever i need them. Honestly, i dnt really want to burden the others. I told her about my current situation and i didnt expect that she kindly support me, no matter what..Im so terharu now. Thank you dear friend for making me truely realised that we are family here ,who cant live without each other support..sniff. Oh terharu sangat jua ku ni..haha you guys wana know the reason behind this ? Because.. I never ever try to sort for anyone help especially if relates to my personal money issue. I would say to them that i dont need any cash for now because i dnt have anything important to buy(which is partly true). But for now I just need the money to pay the CRM of my hall 30pound charge. Recently they sent me a letter, asking for the payment. What shall i do now? Well, i think i can hv talk with them and pay the charges ,soon or next week. It should be fine:) I hope so.

Okay enough with the debit card thinggy. Tomorrow i will be joining the National Custome Parade at my University:) We wil perform our Brunei Traditional Dress which is Baju Kurung and Cara Melayu. Im proud of it, im gonna wear a plain tudung,which match with my green baju kurung;) Wish us good luck! The performance was actually participate by students from other countries too. I would like to meet & take pictures with them! >.<

That’s it . Im offline now.

Today’s qoute:

Love my friend,

Cheery.